it's been so many days
this entry will be very very longgg
so there's no facts for today

1.
let's start with friday night
it was supposed to be mugging day
but as expected, we did everything else but studying
and bestie even stayed over

my best
that was to preempt dnd but we didnt have a chance to upload the photos

staying-overs are usually about heart-to-heart talks
and friday night's was one of our best
we talked about what have been in our heads for so long,
and how diff some things are but we just have to let time take over the healing
we both sought comfort in that we could understand how each other felt and thought at any point of time
i'll let it settle with the dust
it shouldnt be too difficult

2.
saturday morning was a mad rush to club rainbow!
fantastic people we met
new opportunities to discover ourselves (:

after some quick shopping for neccessities,
we headed home.
my family invaded my comp and looked through my photos
it was as if they were watching a thriller over a damn small screen
cause everyone was fighting to get a better view
even tim, who claims that im damn secretive,
was rather curious
BUT
it was yet another futile attempt of looking for some prime "suspect"
oh well...

then, it was about time for DND!!!
WHEE! cam-whoring and more cam-whoring!
jango's turnout was GOOD! and everyone looks so nicely dolled-up!
royal plaza on scotts was just as pretty as goodwood park
bet everyone had lotsa fun
dnd is somewhat like prom
somehow it brewed some nostalgic feelings in me
and that didnt feel too good
tho a few of us left after the event,
many stayed over at the hotel for drinking games and more circle of trust

3.
sometimes we do "illegal" things
us freeloaders *winks
it's not that we are rebels
we are too led by our emotions
it isnt so bad
cause we are sensible
maybe we just needed an outlet to let off some steam
to help us let go of whatever nonsense that's been polluting our heads
now i have a pretty hoarse voice in return
not too bad a trade-off eh
i think it should be quite soon that i can get off this emotional roller coaster
and stop pms-ing. lol
it's also about time to find someone else
or a group of girlies
to do "illegal" things with
i cant implicate you anymore

4.
i know im a self-absorbed person.
as testified by geok and shin,
i like looking into the mirror,
mumble to myself and
i'm ignorant to what's happening around me (it's not by choice)
somehow, im beginning to think that blogging makes me MORE self-absorbed
it's like i whine about my life and only my life
sheesh
what should i do? :S

5.
i've been replaying this song over a million times
but like most jay's songs,
i cant decipher what he's singing
so it's like listening to a nice jap song over and over again heh
BUT i took time to search for his lyrics
it's a beautiful song
just like the movie

watch and sing!



lyrics provided here:
(edited by me!)

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
Lifting the cup of cold coffee off the coaster

我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
I try desperately to hold back my emotions

拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Fighting hard to restore the past

在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
My emotions are clearly written over my face

最美的不是下雨天
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Rainy days aren't as beautiful as

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
the shelters that we once shared

回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
The pictures in my memory

在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian
come and go like that of a swing, our dreams become less sweet

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further

又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian ni cuo guo de shi jian
and why bother changing the times that you’ve missed

你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
you used your finger to stop me from saying goodbye

想像你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
I imagine you being by my side before you completely disappear

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further

或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Perhaps life’s destiny only allowed us to meet

只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
(and) Only allowed us to love this season of fall

飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
Only after the pieces fell that I realized that these are the pieces of happiness

要我怎麼捡
yao wo zen me jian
How do i pick them up

jay chou-不能说的秘密
secrets i cant tell
compliments from:
http://jienster.com/2007/07/19/jay-chou-不能说的秘密-bu-neng-shuo-de-mi-mi-secrets-i-cant-tell-lyrics/