im a bad kid.

imabadkid reason one:
im allowing myself blogging time when i have work's that long overdue and i havent tried to flatten the skyhigh pile today. well, i can only say that i wanted to blog on sept 11 but i didnt cause i offended pp all because it was a PMS (pissing myself sick) day. oddly, it was a bluer day than monday. must be because it's 911 )':
i wanted to blog yest at 5am but i didnt simply because that 5 mins of freshness didnt last long enough. plus, i was long concussed before i even realised. to think that i even wanted to attempt to do my acct tut. who are you kidding jacq! LOL. it's just like how i could zone out for a whole five seconds while giving my malay boy listening compre at tuition today. it's embarrassing tho i think he didnt really catch me! it just goes to show what im doing is really unhealthy ):

imabadkid reason two:
mambo jambo. to think that i should be catching up on work and tax cause there's no tax for this week, so all of us are feeling more relieved and we can reward ourselves with a mini celebration after hg801 mini quiz (the quiz didnt go too well but i always feel happy once it's over). but no. neither did i study at the library nor complete my tut for this week. yet, i went mambo. argh. okay, nvm.
MAMBO is crazy! ulu me and my first time to mambo and velvet! lol. been to zouk a few times but somehow, it's always not a wednesday. sorry that i didnt "allow" a certain someone to join us. sorry steph. hope i didnt jeopardise your future happiness with you-know-who. it's fun to go with close friends and not to worry. like lum said, there is still a long list of people! we can easily come up with ten names! anyways, the night started with our market-like noisy chatters in the cab, coupled with nonstop friendly jacking (like lum is steph's girlfriend and they must protect each other etc.). then we met up with 2 of steph's friends and moved on from line of trust talk to a HIGHly action-packed guessing game. finally, at steph's calls of "let's go mambo!" we followed her "figure of 8" trails to the dance floor, thankfully still sane enough to take care of her. music wasnt so good at mambo but we had fun all the same, following actions of lum, the mambo king! :D the first few things that came to me when we started dancing was how nice the feeling of liberation is. somehow, clubbing with the right company gives me that undescribable happiness, possibly derived from being able to loosen up, forget myself and shed the mask that everyone puts on as part of being so self-conscious.

imabadkid reason three:
if mambo isnt bad enough, i went bugbug shopping with bren and geok today. that's after surviving a day from only 3 hours of sleep and one hour of power nap. we managed to cover quite a lot of shops and met our objective too despite being three zombies!

imabadkid. period.
i'm killin myself with bad time management and placing fun at first priority. i should really quit it and not do things that i WANT to but do things that i NEED to! cries! what happened to the motivation behind that "get to dean's list" desire??? growls. jacq boleh!!! focus and discipline please!

fact of the day:


btw, i am officially moving out of hall by dec cause sistie is going norway for exchange and i really should be home to take care of mumsy. anyone who wants to stay with my shining roomie can lemme know! sorry dear )':
i dedicate this song to you! i know we love it! it's addictive!
sean kingston - beautiful girls

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slighted
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

this isnt a very good video. low quality! but well, just make do. ha


p.s. mark, stop playing cupid! LOL
you are more eager than i am about my own life! and i bet shane is equally nonchalent! i swear you are the only friend who is free enough to do such things! but it's sweet of you to care tho i dont want that sorta help, for now.