first of all, for a certain ninnypoop, this week's free access week. it's double HOORAY for those who hate to praise me everytime you enter this site! heh. no worries, you get to continue next week.

it's been a long time since i last blogged. cause i've been forcing myself to blog only until i've done work but obviously, ive been procrastinating so i dont get work done and i dont get blogging done. URG (learning from vicvic, whom im meeting tom!(: )

TAX! for now, that's my heaviest burden, biggest luggage, most dreaded thing, greatest worry and scariest monster or rather most disgusting giant-pearl-necklance-like-worm! this refers to those worms that start to flood the stairway to the roofgarden towards s4. cries. when will their "season" be over again. those frightening creatures come in all shapes and sizes and they never fail to make my heart pound and knees wobble. then i wonder if ntu is like a jungle. ewwwie creepy crawlies gave me a horrendous nightmare even URG URG. sigh. but we have to get tax quiz done and over with so let's GO! power up guys! after that will be partying (abc farewell dinner and bingxiang's 21st!)

1.
TODAY WITH THE DEANS ( and some mooncakes, choco eclair )
HAPPY MID-AUTUMN! not-very-happy-stepping-down feeling especially after reading edlyn's sweet testimonial for all of us. last acad year was indeed a blast. :)

2.
MONDAY
after draining tax and acct proj, i was fasting (not really actually, if u count popping mentos ) till 7pm! thankew sillybean for making an empty trip to school to do fetching. i was so mad at your empty promises (yet again) if you didnt know cause i even bought your ahpek chestnuts for you. LOL. okie that aside, thanks for chuck and larry though it was qt a bad show. we both felt the way they protrayed homosexuals in the show is quite demeaning. it's so disappointing cause adam sandler's shows are supposed to be good. half the time, i was wishing dinner could come sooner too! heh. anyhow, what happened after movie was just zimzamzoom! LOL. you dont know what people can do when they are too starved. almost anything tastes exceptionally good, especially when you just keep gobbling and stuffing. (cries! me and my gozilla appetite!) bet it was entertaining for the chefs behind the glasspane to watch us eat. shopping was at zoomzoom speed till you punched me and got caught by someone! *hushhush*

i understand our differences. when i ask if there's someone who can accept you completely, it was only because i dont like being in denial. i guess there are many things i will not understand and not see them in the same light. i hope you would love yourself more. nonetheless, i know how all of us value the friendship with you such that we would avoid saying anything that will possibly jeopardise it. i wonder if it's the same for everyone. can we be ignorant to certain things so long as everyone can still be happy? does that work like a silent compromise?

3.
SUNday at 2350h
it's been qt a while since sistie and i hung out tog for madrush shopping! today's 1.5hr was indeed well-spent. our neoprints are delightfully sweet! tho the both of us were blotchy and all, we had great fun all the same, rediscovering how to design neoprints and reliving those good old days. i love my sistie!
visited grams to pass her the eastocean mooncakeys i bought for her! how delighted she was! so were my folks! :)

4.
SATURDAY night fever (high like all saturdays)
we went bb macs to mugmug and shake along to "sweet dreams are made of these. who am i to disagree. i travel the world and the seven seas..." we so love mambo songs! and they are indeed from my parents' era. they have heard sweetdreams before! i like staying over at geokie's! felt like it's been a while. oh yes. there was shopping for mooncakeys and i still like looking at my new silky flips when i walk! WHEE! it's crazy how much fun that night was :) five episodes of majo no jouken! that's about five hours straight! makes one think about all kinds of forbidden love. i think mutual love is hard enough to come by. what's worse if it's forbidden. how tragic. well, geokies has transformed to an aunty! join the club! anyhow, the show made me like the song "first love" again. watch this!
it's part one of episode one of majo no jouken. just listen to the intro song from 2.40min :)



this reminds me - prison break! geez! episode one hints that the new season will be of michael being stuck in hellish prison of sona. he will try to devise yet another ingenious plan to break out. a little disappointed that this season's gonna be another chase of police and thief. but i like prison break all the same. and i can only reward myself with all the shows that are lining up, screaming for me to watch them, only after i study! sigh.

Savage Garden - Crash and Burn
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

i've found a new hobby! singing can be a lot of fun! while the moonface stares into the velvet sky, we belt out the many songs playing inside our heads, one after another. we sit at some unfamiliar place but it feels so peaceful. i like nights, alot still. this time round, i know i can see it clearer and everything's better. somehow, your eyes see what your heart wants them to. it's like im more blind than ever. fix my gaze, not. and im glad for that.

fact of the day