i want to focus. but it's so tough! tax quiz is tom but i still cant find my motivation. URG
i ought to be killed! it's not supposed to be an internal struggle cause the angel is supposed to psycho me to study and the devil is supposed to remind me of how tragic my grades already are. but it seems like i cant even be bothered with both the angel and the devil living inside me. only losers admit defeat and i havent even started the battle. see how hateable i am. ROARS!i can go on for a million years on how sick/stressed i am and all i do is procrastinateprocrastinateprocrastinate! SLAP ME plsss... i just feel so restless i wanna strangle the ragdoll again

after meeting up with cpa aust today, it's like a load lifted off my chest cause i'm finally handing over all the duties of a biz mag! but no doubt there's still a tinge of sadness...

oh yea. i promised to return to talk about WED and THUR!
getting all emo and teary really isnt the norm for all-smiles cheery girls like us, but on wed we just couldnt help it as we were flooded with memories of the past. there are some things that still return to haunt us time after time though they have happened many years ago. it's only part of the growing-up phase so i suppose we just need a while longer. most of all, we seek solace in the fact that we can share the unspeakable, trust one another and be there for each other. even our mistakes and fears resonate our similarities! indeed, i can feel the distance betw us closing up! lovelove vicvic! :D thankew for all these and more!
sweet memories of year one sem one

leeweenam mugging and cam-whoring

life's a learning journey and it's the falls that make us appreciate what we have more.

we really dont like being emo but sometimes, we just need to let it all out and it will be sunshine after the rain again! let us be brave!

fact of the day:
Boredom can lead to madness in parrots. When caged by themselves and neglected for long periods of time, these intelligent, sociable birds can easily become mentally ill. Many inflict wounds upon themselves, develop strange tics, and rip out their own feathers. The birds need constant interaction, affection, and mental stimulation; some bird authorities have determined that some parrot breeds have the mental abilities of a 5-year-old human child. Should a neglected parrot go mad, there is little that can be done to restore it to normalcy. In England, there are "mental institutions" for such unfortunate creatures.

can humans be bored to devastation? bah... more like my slackness leads to poor results which brings about devastation :((( when i count the number of "but"s i use in every entry, i know how i've been trying to wriggle out of things by finding excuses everytime