i had a sudden urge to change my blog but i guess it isnt too much of a change. still has the stripes and the layout's the same. nonetheless,i like it :*)

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lately, i've been really really nasty. hostile. and would much rather be left alone. sorry for the cancellations of meet-ups, bad attitude and raised voices. ew me.
it's due to a combination of factors including pms and exam stress (easily the best excuses huh but i cant explain it otherwise). geez. i'm even starting to find myself irritating everytime i make those whiny noises to brenda/my parents "i dont want exams...i wish i could study faster... (and the million what-ifs)..." to the poor people around me who have to endure my nonsense, thank you for understanding and i'm sorry )':

have you felt this way before? a suffocating feeling that you cant rid, like some nagging pain in your chest? maybe it's from too much procrastination or suppressed feelings of agony? anyhow, i know i'll have to make the best of my time now, no time to cry/whine/moan over lost opportunities. come 2008, i shall write a whole new resolution and STICKtoit! -throws a life bouy to myself-

hopefully, after we gym later in the morning, it'll all get better.