i look at the overcast morning sky - grey masses looming over the half-sun.
So much has happened since june and i've seen major shifts in my attitude and behavior. it was and still is a huge setback which i'm still coming to terms with. over the months, i see myself losing zest in life, losing passion for the things i used to enjoy doing and covering a lie with another. a shift in priorities is for the better and i can feel fulfillment replacing guilt. i am unsure if this less sociable and stressed me is a good change but it's definitely necessary. it's tough to lift my head with this heavy heart.

in time, the wind will blow the darkest clouds away and i know that the sun will rise again.